Have you ever wonder who your true friends are?
Who are the ones that will speak up for you when someone talks behind your back and not join in the topic?
Is there someone in this world that you can really trust without a single bit of regret?
I guess it's difficult to answer these questions. As time goes by, the people that are sticking with you right now might not be around anymore. Change is constant. Either they're beautiful memories or they're just lesson learnt. We meet people for a reason. What's the reason? Perhaps you learn to be stronger? Or maybe you learn to not trust people so easy? Or even, you fear to make friends due to those backstabbing situations that you faced.
For sure it isn't easy to befriend with someone that actually talks behind your back or pretend that you didn't know that it happens. Would you rather be with people who gossip about you but pretend to be good friends of yours, or would you rather be lonely and not feel vulnerable?
The main purpose of this post is to leave you wondering, thinking and deciding. Who your friends are and if you should continue mixing with friends that don't care about you.
Some make friends by treating them to good food and all. Some just stick around cause they don't wanna be alone. Some decide that they should just keep quiet even after you know that all of you are talking behind each others' back in a clique.
Pretty sure it's difficult to trust someone that badmouths you... And when you found out that your closest friends have been talking about you, you'd feel so so hurt that you'd break down and cry alone, not knowing what you should do.
You're stronger than your struggles. You know that. ;)